Bored bored bored.. i wonder when can i watch "Where got Ghost? my mother had watch it, my friend had watch it, i really wan to watch it man..hais sian, no one accompany me to watch! I dont know why i keep having stomache, now i cant move much also. Damn! i know its weird to type here to rant my health. As i have nobody to talk to.. lol... whole day beside doing my PPT i do nothing else.. sian!!
I cant stop thinking , its so hard to forget, i tot its fading but it always remain there.. i really dont know what to do sometimes. Sometimes i really want back but sometimes when i think of those moment when i was hurt, i just couldnt bring myself to think again. but somehow, its up to your choice.. maybe there is someone to replace me. I cannot do anything right now but just watch. feel. I keep having wild thought everyday, keep thinking what happen. Just tell me whether you still want back or not, can? I am also confused by your thinking now..it is like... sometimes you think of the great moment, you will miss it very much, but when you think of the negative side again, you think that you wouldnt want it. Can you tell tell me that is it lastime i am not doing my job? am i illtreating?
